So today was my last day being an intern somewhere around south jakarta, it's already been around one month I guess. Many unexplainable things happened during the previous shitty month while being an intern, a month which triggered every aspect of your emotion, July, has fortunately passed.
What is up? My one and only guitar just bent when I clumsily let my hand pushed the guitar's neck, it broke, it's not torn apart yet it is no longer usable. And yes! God works in mysterious way, someone insisted me to take her guitar (let's have momentarily stop to thank sandyarani!), so I have this beautifully made guitar nearby as a substitute. I'm bringing the old one to the shop to be fixed, wish my guitar luck. Amen.
Okay, relationship, yes you may click the x button on the top right. After around million experiences with women, I was turned down, for the sake of universe.
This girl, whom I met in the neighborhood was (you know, at first) special, cliche as it seemed, I know how things will turn out if you barely know someone and you already fall head over heels for someone, you'll be delusional. It was my fault at first, to easily be drowned in her atmosphere, everything was blurry, it is never clear whether I was in love or being forcefully in love because I talked to her repetitively.
'But we never did too much talkin' anyway, so don't think twice it's all right' - Bob Dylan.
By monday I'll be mentoring new under-graduate students in my campus, hopefully there will be a silver lining showing up, a rebound girl will not be that bad, lol. Let's summarize, the guitar broke & my heart broke, been somewhat worse than this, it is still not a problem to worry about.
Sorry for being scattered, there's nothing left to be discussed, I'll write more later, ciao!
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