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"Don't be so hard on yourself, it's just not meant to be". While you'll probably know what is meant and what's not in the afterlife, you just make it up don't you?

How can possibly you assume the life incidence as a metaphysics phenomenon which can't be explained? I mean, why could you take that saying as an answer for your whole life... why did I?

Since then I gave up things easily, which was 'good' for two years, I was nothing but a lost wild-driven car on the road, I had everything except destination. But, this year is a parabolic curve with the down concave, I learned a lot about losing, though I didn't learn a lot about the losing winning game itself. I might be in the middle of nowhere, I am, but I'll get it through.

The GPA will be... I don't know, I let it go, I studied 2-5 hours a day in a week in this silent week, I won't wander much about it. Hopefully reach 3.5, amen. The college life is now under control, beep beep.

And a year without a girlfriend? I'm getting used to it haha. I worry less and I have more girls to talk to. But, if you're a cute or hot girl reading this blog, I won't hold myself back, comment this post, SERIOUSLY. Maybe the loner syndrome is coming out, so I should end this love-life paragraph. But girls, seriously.

After this 3 and a half years, gonna call out for a job in Europe or Asia (Japan&Korea are recommended). Hopefully I can be consistent, fyi, I'm famous for being consistently inconsistent, maybe after 2 hours I'll change my mind and apply for a job as a gardener in mars. No kidding, this post is serious.

Wordy and confusing paragraph huh? So this will be the last post for 2010. Just don't hesitate to remind me if I get blue or sad, tell me to face it, fake it, or every moving words that you could give. Thanks for all of your support, see you next year.