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I hate dentist, I hate when someone can freely touch my teeth and grab my tongue. But today I bravely went there, got checkup, my mouth has been weird since that. And I feel kinda proud, I faced it, yeah.

I don't know what I did today, I feel enlightened, probably internet conversation between me and one of my bestfriends in college made me feel much better. He said the most overused quotes "hope for the best and prepare for the worst" yet it still works. It's not how he said that or how cool he is in my eyes, but he showed me the way how to do that, he's been studying in this holiday for his repetition, and his repetition's still a probability. He got 2.9 GPA in mid term, while mine only 2.7 and he still goes for it, even in a holiday like this. Literally prepare for the worst isn't it?

Maybe this is the sign, the first sign of my comeback as the coolest person on earth, this is my age of enlightenment. No? Yea still probably unclear for you who doesn't see me in a real life, but trust me, I'm cooler than your wildest imagination could ever imagine, I'm the alpha, omega. Amitabha.

So it's already been decided that I should go back to my desk and open up those cursed pages, but from now on it's not gonna be "study for a anticipation", maybe I still don't have the reason why am I gonna do this, but big no for an anticipation. But you know? I feel smarter than before, much smarter than I've ever been. So how's your holiday? Not yet? Ciao miao miao....