this saying is famous, "being nobody is tolerable as long as you be yourself", I made this up actually;
yes! I was gonna talk about Gaddafi, just kidding.
I've watched and read a comic and movie about this, the life survival for those who enjoy being pig in their room, welcome to N.H.K. the famous masterpiece for some kind of the lowest caste of the society. well the book/movie simply told you that you can't measure how 'yourself' you are now, nor ignore the possibilities of being better. so you're confused and feeling fucked up now, high five!
considering about the facts and my experience, the measurement of how good or useful you're now isn't really located in brain, I don't really know where it is, but it might be somewhere in the right brain, people call it heart (aw so cute). suggestion doesn't work well here, that's why hypnotic therapy won't help much, because the sufferers need proof about their existence in their own life. because sometimes being themselves is depressing since they want changes in their life.
what's the barrier between the comfort zone condition and controlled life condition?
the willing to die,
this is the term when you have nothing to do and you just lay around about 2 weeks above or your boyfriend/girlfriend keeps hitting you in the face but you swear to God that he/she did it in the name of love. most of the fake good life condition differs than the real good life when it comes to 5-min-before-sleep feeling, the moment when you wish to yourself like "I wish I could die in my rapid eye movement sleep", et cetera.
So if you're happy but you can't wait to die, then (possibly) you fake yourself too long.
I wish I could finish this post completely, but I think it's good enough, it's 3 in the morning and I should've slept. gosh... this holiday makes me breaking into pieces, sleepless nights are always coming and I can't bear with this :"(
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2 comments:
hi there, i'm ameru from jogja. yoroshikune.! Mind if i put a comment on your posting?
nice catchy lines you got there,bro ^ ^. So, this anime,"welcome to NHK" is it great to watch?(on scale 1-10, what score will u give?) I've recently watched "eden of the east", and it gives me the creep ('bout terrorism and such). . . i don't think i need another gloomy animes.
there are 3 mediums for "welcome to nhk", and they're all kinda different to each other;
-novel
-manga
-anime
the novel is just too gloomy, and depressing, and there's not enough positive message in it
the manga is the recommended one, strong ending, the dark comedy jokes were funny, and it's heartwarming.
the anime's just too short, because they have too shorten the manga version to 24 episodes, but i love the scoring on it.
watch the anime and read the manga! I don't mind you read my blog :) thanks for the comment
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