Collecting clouds

Here I am now standing still and collecting some magic beans in the middle of nowhere. Being so hopeful and positive, drooling like a baby while planting my magic beans in my yard. Forget it, I create my own miracle like real men do.

Okay.

It is always wrong in the first place if you ever impulsively do things the way you want to do it, people must somehow evaluate your decision. And we'd unconsciously love to hear the judgement of our plan and decision that sometimes themselves never really do. It does sound funny because that's the way I grew up for these past few years, living someone's life.

We've gone through the idea of the regulations, essential things in life, and what to hold onto when we're in doubt. So people can pick their own pants and don't hurt anyone yet they get too thoughtful, over-analyze the possibilities of this and that and end up asking for a suggestion til finally they're wearing a swim suit which has gone faraway from the first idea of picking pants. Verstehst du?

You should go for it if you really want to, read regulations first, don't hurt yourself and anyone.

Now I wanna sleep and skip these 6 days.

Just tips for you guys :
The more you live the more you realize that most of things that aren't nameable are things we want to seek the most. You should have more uncountable things instead of countable. Don't die just yet if you're now actually living, live some more, even though the idea of living some more is just a phrase that is so vague yet try it.